quick cas doodle bc I can’t sleep and I’m excited for thursday
I started leaning towards the TV during the zoom in on Castiel, just waiting for “Hello, Dean,” and when it didn’t happen, I felt like I’d just missed the last step on the staircase going up.
Well played, SPN. That was a worthy episode ending.
Got what you wanted there, didn’t ya, Dean “I just need a damn win-chester?“
JM and Kaidan’s theme song is Feels Like Home by Linda Ronstadt. Ianto and Kaidan’s theme song is Bonfire Hearts by James Blunt.
@joasakura what’s Vanya and Kaidan’s theme song? And Vanya and Ianto’s? @jupiterjames y’all can chime in on this too 😀
Hmmm. Well, “Dreaming Wide Awake” by Poets of The Fall sort of became my go to Vanya and Kaidan song when I was writing Shadow in The Stars, and it’s stuck since then.
I want @jupiterjames to weigh in on Vanya and Ianto, but there’s a part of me that thinks “Life in the Fast Lane” wouldn’t be amiss for parts of their life 😉
@jupiterjames what song do you think works for JM and Ianto? And Kaidan too, since they did have that threesome for JM’s birthday lol
@ltleflrt that is a great fucking question! Hahahahahahaha! Wait. I know. “Night Moves.”
lol omg @jupiterjames … JM would totally sing it while they’re catching their breath afterwards
It would be a good SPN crossover. Ianto would be like “is everything a Bob Seger song to you?” And Kaidan just groans, “don’t ‘Night Moves’ me. I’m exhausted.”
And JM loses the melody cuz he’s laughing at them 😀
And then they all just start yelling it at the top of their lungs.
Dorks. All of them. Vanya too. He’s not excluded just because he’s not there at the moment lol
Vanya is always there. He’s probably lurking in the closet like a perv.
“I am not with the lurking, just waiting for dramatic entrance moment.”
What I mean: In Fullmetal Alchemist, Roy Mustang says “It’s raining” or “It’s a terrible day for rain” at his best friend Maes Hughes’ funeral, held on a day with clear skies. It seems like he says this because he begins to cry after he says it. But when you think about it, Mustang is “useless” when it rains/when he gets wet because he can’t use his flame alchemy. He equates rain to uselessness. So when he says it’s raining at Hughes’ funeral, he means that he feels useless/helpless now that his best friend is dead. The writing in this show has the ability to rip out your heart and stomp on it when you’re least expecting it, then kick you while you’re down. I am NOT okay.
Also, he says this specifically to Riza, who is usually the one protecting him when he can’t use his alchemy in the rain. Roy himself sometimes forgets that rain ruins his alchemy, but Riza remembers and is always prepared for such a situation. Roy, by saying “it’s raining,” specifically to Riza, is conveying that he feels helpless, accepts this, and is asking to be supported. FUCK.
Also also, she understands what he’s really saying – and agrees with him that yes, it is raining. And in the manga, she brings him his coat, while in the anime, she suggests that they head inside because it’s cold. She can’t protect him, not from this… but nothing will ever stop her from trying. Thanks, feels.
Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Gabriel (Supernatural), Charlie Bradbury, Bela Talbot, Crowley (Supernatural), Ruby (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Bobby Singer, Jack Kline, Hannah (Supernatural), Missouri Moseley, Benny Lafitte, Pamela Barnes (Supernatural), Jody Mills, Lisa Braeden, Cain (Supernatural), Victor Henriksen, Kevin Tran, Chuck Shurley, Rufus Turner, Lucifer (Supernatural), Michael (Supernatural), Tyson Brady, Naomi (Supernatural) Additional Tags: D/s, Dom Castiel, Sub Dean, Secret Relationship, Actor Sam, Bodyguard Castiel, Bodyguard Dean, Switch Dean, Switch Castiel, Major Character Injury, Hurt/Comfort, Human AU, Bodyguard AU, no supernatural, Disabled Dean Winchester, Injury Recovery, Breath play, Fingering, Bondage, Spanking, pain play, Frottage, Cock Warming, Prostate Massage, Sensory Deprivation, Coming Untouched, BDSM, Healthy BDSM relationship, Orgasm Delay, Orgasm Denial, Oral Sex, Hand Jobs, Dean is a bratty sub, Mentions of Mental Illness, Graphic depictions of violence – Freeform, Sabriel – Freeform, Angst with a Happy Ending, Depression, marriage problems, Cain is an awesome therapist, temporary loss of body autonomy, temporary loss of cognitive independence, Executive decisions made for others, Foot fetish, Suspension play, Edging, Vibrators, Flogging, Impact play, Mild food play, Finger sucking, Dirty talk, Masturbation, Domestic scening, Safewording, Extended scening, Impaling (BDSM), fanboy Dean
Summary: Sam Winchester is America’s newest sweetheart. An in-demand actor and all around Boy Next Door. However, with his fame comes the need for protection. And Sam only trusts his older brother, and former beat cop, Dean, plus his best friend, Castiel Novak, to keep him safe. However, Castiel and Dean share not only a desire to keep Sam safe, but also a lot of friction between them. In an attempt to smooth the edges, Sam pleads with them to find a way to make things work. Castiel thinks Dean needs discipline. Dean thinks Castiel needs to lighten up. Together, they discover a lot more about each other than anticipated.
CHAPTERS HAVE BEEN EDITED AND UPDATED! I’m reposting the chapter links here because I’ve updated and edited several of them.
Chapter 02:NSFW! Castiel and Dean talk it out. And then stop talking it out.
Chapter 03:NSFW! Castiel disagrees with mornings. Dean gives him a reason to perk up. (Chapter tags: blow jobs, hand jobs, brief breath play, orgasm control, edging)
Chapter 04:NSFW! Charlie has news. Castiel has a bath.
NSFW because I can’t seem to stop with smut every chapter!
Castiel has an actual good morning. The Winchester family goes to the beach.(Chapter tags: bottom Castiel *I was asked very nicely to tag when relevant since they switch throughout the fic*, light immobilization *wrist pinning*)
Chapter 06:NSFW! Dean and Castiel lay some ground rules for their relationship before departing for Vancouver. (Chapter tags: mentions of mental illness *Sam*)
Chapter 07:NSFW! Sam has a rough start to filming. Dean has a shitty day. Castiel helps both of them. (Chapter tags: shibari)
Chapter 08:NSFW! Things go smoothly until they don’t. (Chapter tags: edging, dry orgasm, orgasm denial, prostate milking, bottom Dean, handcuffs)
Chapter 11:NSFW! Castiel and Dean work our their issues. (Chapter tags: vanilla sex, top!Dean, bottom!Castiel) – yes it’s a Christmas miracle! I wrote another chapter!
Chapter 12:NSFW! Dean and Castiel come clean to Sam. Sam drops a bombshell. A new chapter of their lives begin. (Chapter tags: spanking, wrist binding, frottage, cock warming)
Chapter 13: Dean learns things about fame he never wanted to know. Bobby steps in to help with Lucifer.
NSFW! Filming takes a hiatus for the holidays. Dean meets with Jody. Castiel is overwhelmed by the Winchester family Christmas. (Chapter tags: improper use of real handcuffs, oral sex, feels, Bobby Singer)
NSFW! Dean and Castiel announce their engagement. Sam insists on hosting the wedding. Missouri Moseley presides over all. (Chapter tags: comfort bondage, power bottom!Castiel, top!Dean)
Chapter 16:NSFW! The wedding reception carries on. Dean and Castiel exchange gifts. (Chapter tags: bondage, blowjobs, suspension play, orgasm delay, paddling, Top!Castiel, Bottom!Dean)
Chapter 17: After a lovely wedding, it’s back to business. Sam prepares for his convention tours. Castiel and Dean get a lead on Lucifer, and Bobby is envious of Castiel’s gun collection.
Chapter 18:NSFW! Sam arrives in Atlanta for a convention appearance. It does not go as planned. (Chapter tags: hand jobs, shower sex, graphic violence, very brief Sabriel (non-sexual), angst)
This chapter ends Part 1! Beware the tags on the fic indicating angsty stuff, because Part 2 is where it happens!
Chapter 19: Everything goes downhill. And then it hits rock bottom. (Chapter tags: graphic injury descriptions, major character injury, main character near-death, angst)
Chapter 20: There’s good news and there’s bad news.
Chapter 21: Dean wakes up. They learn more about the extent of his injuries.
Chapter 23: The trip back home goes smoothly. The transition does not. Jack does his best to help.
Chapter 24:NSFW! Dean and Castiel share some privacy. Cain gets to the heart of the matter during a joint therapy session. Dean comes clean about his feelings. (Chapter tags: hand jobs, Dean’s headspace)
Chapter 25:NSFW! Dean gets good news about his prosthesis. Castiel gets advice from Cain. Dean and Castiel re-establish physical intimacy. It gets a little out of hand. (Chapter tags: fingering, comfort sex, D/s emotional switch, too many words in this chapter)
Chapter 26: Dean and Castiel face some hard truths about themselves and each other, together and apart. Victor Henriksen has some worrying news.
Chapter 27: Dean confronts his feelings. Castiel takes issue with it.
Chapter 28:NSFW! Cain gives Dean and Castiel solid advice in their joint session, which they follow to the letter. (Chapter tags: graphic depictions of Dean’s healing injuries, hand jobs, oral sex, fingering)
Chapter 29:NSFW! Dean comes to terms with his limitations. Castiel tells him a bit of his past. The family has a bonfire. (Chapter tags: Mentions of PTSD, handjobs, mutual masturbation, mild bondage)
Chapter 30:NSFW! Dean gets shoved into the spotlight. (Chapter tags: brief panic attack, Bottom!Dean)
Chapter 31:NSFW! Dean and Castiel spend the night before returning to Atlanta comforting one another in the best way they know how. (Chapter tags: foot fetish, suspension play, edging)
Chapter 32:NSFW! Dean and Castiel arrive in Atlanta. They ready themselves for Lucifer’s trial. (Chapter tags: pain play, rope bondage, bottom!Castiel, top!Dean, topping from the bottom, ride ‘im cowboy)
Chapter 33:NSFW! Dean and Castiel meet with Lucifer. Dean gets his small revenge. (Chapter tags: bottom Dean, top Castiel, normal sex)
Chapter 35:NSFW! The family deals with the fallout from the trial. Castiel deals with Dean. (Chapter tags: fingering, vibrators, coming untouched, flogging, impact play, blowjobs)
Chapter 36:NSFW! It’s Castiel’s birthday. He and Dean have the whole day to themselves. (Chapter tags: mild food play, finger sucking, dirty talk, masturbation, domestic scening, extended scening, safewording, handcuffs, shibari)
Chapter 37: Dean and Castiel respond to the text. Jack comes through. (Chapter tags: minor character injury, Dom drop)
Chapter 38:NSFW! Michael makes his play. (Chapter tags: handjobs, mild violence, mild Sabriel – non-sexual)
Chapter 39:NSFW! FINAL CHAPTER!!!! The family gets on with the rest of their lives. (Chapter tags: impaling (BDSM), shibari, suspension play, edging, orgasm denial, bottom Dean, top Castiel, fanboy Dean)
Chapter 40:NSFW! Sabriel Timestamp!!!! Gabriel and Sam find their happiness.
Jupiter Astrid James 