Thing is, Sam isn’t any less self destructive than Dean is. He’s not as open about it, and there’s usually way less attention paid to it, but it’s so obviously there?
I mean as in: doesn’t put salt around him but only around Dean there. I mean as in: internalises and internalises and internalises until he blows up, once, before being silent about what’s going on with him there. I mean as in: always, always shielding other people with his body so whatever the monster of the week is can’t get them there. I mean as in: willing to die, and willing to go back to the Cage, because maybe that will do some good there.
Sam hasn’t been vocal – hasn’t been allowed to be vocal – about any of his struggles for many seasons now, and whenever he is, he’s punished for it.
And we know, as recent as his conversations with Jack this season, that he’s still struggling with his powers and the demon blood, and he still very much does hate himself.
I don’t know. I’m just bothered that somehow being less in your face about your struggles implies they don’t exist.
Nerdler asked me to come in and cuddle her while she fell asleep. I did so, and she was dozing off, sucking her thumb peacefully. Suddenly, she jerks and starts laughing, and says, “eugh, butthole.” And goes back to sleep.
I’m a bit sad that Pepsi didn’t decide to open up a PMC branch after buying up part of the Soviet navy in the 90’s
wait WHAT
“The USSR offered to pay Pepsi with a fleet of diesel ships. Pepsi accepted the deal because they knew that it was the only way to continue to sell Pepsi in the USSR. The agreement included 17 submarines, a cruiser, a frigate and a destroyer, which were sold to a Swedish company for scrap recycling. Those 17 submarines made Pepsi become, for a few days, the 6th largest military power in the world by number of diesel submarines. The president of Pepsi, Donald Kendall, told the National Security Adviser of USA: “We are disarming the USSR faster than you”.“
I believe it will make him want to do dirty things to him with the hat on, because as you may or may not know, it’s bad luck to take your cowboy hat off and put in on the bed, so it’ll just have to stay on his head. 😀
*gasp*
This is arcane cowboy lore I’m discovering here!
*tips cowboy hat* You’re welcome! 😀 You also shouldn’t put it on the table, so that’s why so many people you see have them on their knee when they’re sitting, or just fiddle with them in their hands.
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