Sam contains multitudes, and has a big heart, and I would never, ever speak ill of him, but there are two things that have always been true of him:
– He’s private unto being secretive. This sometimes leads to unintentional fuck-ups on his end – lies of omission, manipulation – but he’s also willing and able to use it (and thus others) as a tool. That’s not a thing he’s done much in canon, but he’s edged that way a couple of times.
– When Sam is backed into a corner, or when he loses Dean, he becomes both unstoppable and terrifying. Think the second half of Mystery Spot. Or when he’s hunting for demon!Dean. Or when he’s being tortured by the BMoL. Dean might be the guy we think of when we think easy, violent solutions, but regardless of Dean’s angst about being a ‘killer,’ he doesn’t just switch off all his other settings the way Sam can. And I think Sam knows that, and tries to keep it on a leash.
And in terms of character, I think there are dozens of reasons for that, like his anxieties about being good and pure despite his being given demon blood as an infant, his early childhood, etc.
Make no mistake. Both of them are terrifying if you think about them long enough. But Sam’s a special kind of scary, and that’s fucking fascinating to me.
Fandom:Supernatural Rating: Explicit Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Rock On ‘verse, Tattoos, tattooed Dean Winchester, Tattoo Artist Dean Winchester, Piercings, piercing artist Castiel, Tattoo Artist Sam Winchester, minor hurt/comfort, Arguments, Makeup Sex, Blow Jobs, In the Shower Series: Part 3 of Rock On ‘verse Summary:
Dean and Castiel have their first major fight. And then they make up.
The other drabbles are based on the incredible Punk TFW art made by Winchester-Reload on Tumblr.
@winchester-reload : I feel like all of my walls are eventually going to feature your art. And you know what? I’m okay with that. I’ve come to terms with that.
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
How do you feel about poster sizes????? …………..
I don’t care if you’re joking, I want it. And one in plaid. Yes, I read your tags.
I don’t think I know a single writer ever who would be all, “yeah, no, please don’t,” to have any art whatsoever to their fics! Me included. Someone taking the time and effort to make art from my art? So cool! It’s a huge compliment!
I commission specific art that I want from specific moments, but it’s not stepping on any toes for you or anyone to either create art for my fics that have art already, or ones that don’t. To be honest, most of the artists I commission don’t even read my fics, or plan to. It’s just a business transaction. XD I commission them because I like their art and think it’ll fit the mood I’m going for. That’s totally different than someone making something out of love! I’d be honored and flattered and I’d snot cry all over you.
Please create from my creation. It would be amazing! 😀
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