Castiel Novak blinks at his computer screen in utter disbelief. It can’t be. No. NO! Dean Winchester’s acoustic Christmas concert is sold out. But it can’t be sold out! It’s the only public event that Castiel has ever wanted to attend in his life. 150 people, intimate historic club in downtown, a meet and greet afterwards, Dean Winchester unplugged. This is a man who sells out arenas. This show is the experience of a lifetime.
And Castiel hadn’t been able to use his considerable contacts to secure a single ticket on the sly. So he’d done the normal thing and stayed up all night in order to refresh the ticket site incessantly until they went on sale. How had his internet been slower than 150 other people? That can’t be possible!
He bangs his head down onto the table, only raising hit when his computer chimes with a new email. Heartbroken, Castiel lifts his head until his chin is resting on the polished wood, and he lethargically touches the screen. Ah. An invitation to the Mayor’s Christmas ball. Bemused, Castiel touches the RSVP button without thought. It still amazes him that he’s considered a local legend. He hadn’t done much besides being a huge nerd. And a pretty big activist for LGBTQ+ rights. And now that there’s a liberal mayor, he’s got press, too.
In fact, while some people thrive on the fame, Castiel just feels vaguely nauseous being the center of attention. But he can use fame to better his small part of the world, so he does.
At any rate, back to his depression at not being able to attend Dean’s concert.
In fact, the disappointment follows him for the next few weeks, which he hates, but feels is justified. He wants to get into the Christmas spirit, but he’s going through the motions. He can’t even muster up cheer for the party, which, despite the crowds, he does love. He can talk to influential people about his projects, and the New Year usually brings a lot of donations from them.
Gloomy, Castiel puts on his best suit for the occasion; a dark blue tailored suit and crisp white shirt. Maybe he’ll find someone to dance the night away with and forget some of his woes.
The city’s art museum is decked out to the nines in preparation for the ball. It’s been in full swing for about an hour when Castiel arrives to rub elbows with the wealthy and influential. He’s not particularly wealthy himself, but within minutes, has found himself surrounded by a substantial group of well-dressed dignitaries and city royalty, all shaking his hand and hanging on his every, quiet word about is plans for youth programs in the coming year. At least here he’s in his element.
But then dinner is being served and people begin to move in pairs with the plus one’s to the dining room. Depression starting to creep back at being by himself again, Castiel starts to follow. Until there’s a tap and a small, “excuse me?” from behind.
Castiel turns with a polite smile that freezes on his face completely.
Dean Winchester.
“Hi,” Dean says.
To him. To Castiel. Suddenly, he feels his face burning, he’s so unworthy. His heart slams in his chest. Dean Winchester is a god. And up close, he’s the most beautiful person Castiel has ever laid eyes on. He fills a room with his presence just walking into it, and now here’s saying hi. To Castiel. “You’re Dean Winchester,” he gasps. All his dreams have now come true. Dean had said hi to him. Dean is here. Dean is talking to him.
Then it starts to dawn on him that something is completely out of place. Dean is shifting from foot to foot. Rubbing the back of his neck. If Castiel didn’t know any better, he’d think the superstar who commands an audience of thousands is… profoundly embarrassed.
Dean holds out his gorgeous hand. “Yeah. And you’re Castiel Novak. I’m… uh…” he huffs a small laugh. “Man, I’m your biggest fan.”
This can’t be happening. Numbly, Castiel shakes Dean’s hand. It’s like having an out of body experience. “That should be my line,” he says weakly. “I’ve been depressed for weeks that I didn’t get a ticket to your show. I’ve been your fan since you first played the Majestic five years ago. You had a homemade CD, and I bought it. You autographed it for me.” He needs to stop babbling.
That seems to startle Dean something awful. His eyes pop wide and his face goes beet red. “That was my first show,” he mumbles, eyes on the ground. “You were there? Castiel Novak? No way. All the stuff you’ve done for the city. My, uh… my little brother… he and I kinda… well, he’s ace, and your programs helped him discover that, and then he helped me come out, so… uh… I mean, I just sing and play the guitar. You save the world. I should have your autograph.”
Slowly, Castiel’s smile starts to bloom. He reaches out and touches Dean’s arm until the man’s wide eyes meet his. This might be a dream. And if it is, there’s no reason for Castiel to act a fool. It’s much easier to pretend he’s having the best dream ever. It helps so much, he says, “I didn’t bring a plus one. Would you like to sit with me for dinner? We can see who can out-praise the other for the next hour.”
Dean’s startled laugh is as warm and melodious as his singing and speaking voice. Naturally it is. “You know what? I’d love to.”
He holds his arm out, elbow crooked, and Castiel loops them together. And the two city legends enter the dining hall to the stares of everyone arm in arm.